You speak as though keeping it real isn’t super important
I've gotten in tons of trouble for fighting when I was younger. It's not worth it. If it makes you feel better I do have bloody ultra-violent revenge fantasies about people who have wronged me. I always say "that mfr is lucky I don't have lung cancer...yet"
But in the end I decry violence of all kinds and wish we could evolve away from being stupid, jealous, murderous apes.