So sorry for your loss. words are inadequate.
in case anyone is unaware you can call or text 988 anytime if you or anyone is in crisis or just needs to reach out.
here is a link to the 988 website...
988 lifeline.org
"If you need to talk, the 988 Lifeline is here.
At the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline, we understand that life's challenges can sometimes be difficult. Whether you're facing mental health struggles, emotional distress, alcohol or drug use concerns, or just need someone to talk to, our caring counselors are here for you. You are not alone."
If you have, or know, anyone personally struggling reach out - send a private message - Doing this work, including addiction/recovery work is my life. I was in a bad place about 30 years ago and so many helped me...been trying to give back since.